uh well hi February! sometimes things are not going so great- i dont know where and how to start that i decide to write every things so randomly. you know that 'sometimes' is now. i felt it seems so wrong for a twenni five lady to act this way and post it here just to freed my personal thoughts like hello world she's not in a good terms where she's feeling so sick and 100% not okay. i desperately wanted to go for a movie, food hunting, a brisk walk, buy three to four things alone which people would think that only the lil lonely and sad person will be doing this thing. no. it is not lonely and sad.it is just the way how i always treat myself in the life fast paced. this is just the way i am and it is really the normal me oh yas i mean i used to do things alone in a normal basis even if i am okay and in a good mood and last not least, at 12.20 pm i ended this nonsense post to let myself freak out for a moment. till then, have a good work life ahead world!