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Saturday, May 19, 2018

salam ramadhan! 
i have been waiting for this day to come so that i can finally blog how relieved it was to end up my 6 years and a half journey with so much struggling and falling down. week by weeks leading up to the final viva symposium and submission of my thesis, i could not even breath smoothly with so many obstacles that drag me along- i remember how miserable it was and how stressful it was being immersed in something that makes me felt so insecure. as for now, i could proudly declare that i finally won this battle, the battle that i commit to make sure to give my very best to make sure that i wont give up on the middle of journey eventho i shattered a few days before the viva presentation (i can't deny that i often shattered myself upon the completion of my research project lol) yet i come back stronger and nailed it with the 'best poster award on symposium day'. but a few days later i found myself bewildered than overjoyed that something hit me real and now i know that i almost frgt at the end of this month- i still have few papers to sit for final exam! after all, as an academic- you nevur stop learning. 

still, how it likessssss to be finished, tho? :'D 

Friday, March 9, 2018

for while, it seem obvious that we are still in the early phase of the year but 2018 already left me few marks of an unexpected starter pack of the year-

i hope everything with the surgery goes well next week!
cuz i miss the feelings 'to-feel-comfortable' again from head to toe after so long
can't wait to continue on writing my final thesis after i get rid all this shitz and yas i can't wait to graduate well and earn some honors, hi hi.
semoga all of Adila's thang burn right to shed all negativity and represent a fresh new starter-pack one. i don't care if i need to start late frm everyone else, i need to- i reckoned.

farewell dear cyst.