i dont care if you are joking if i am in pain means i am in a bad mood, if your are still play around with your words, you are really making me mad no pain killer can destroy that. hoping that i can make it thru without the painkiller tonight as i really wanna feel the peace and comfort feeling after so long. uh whuts with after so long? well yeah, a week. its already a week and i really look forward to see things get better. seriously. i am.