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one twenty two a m. still. bingung. i tend to smile and i am odd and i am at my worst condition that i me and myself too cant help. oh bad bizarre dreams, stop. i just cannot handle it anymore this mind and body aches and surge so much. you haunting my night. maybe this sound stupid or crazy but keeping it inside making things so much nonsense cuz its kinda hard to tell anyone things that affect you so much. and truly, you scared me.