as i say the words, i realize how true they are and maybe that iz the trick to gettin thru it- thru life that somehow the moment when realizing that everybody, including ourselves iz lunging around some kind of screw-up problems. maybe, we are put here to help each other carry the loads. but sometimes, i just feel like no matter whut i say or i do- i end up upsetting or hurting somebody and my whole world iz caving in becoz im no longer able to pretend that i am okay with me.