my heart can always smile despite how shitty things are because i hold to remember the moment when mak and ayah stand beside me and tell me that everything gonna be okay that they are always be there and never stop praying fer the best. like seriously sometimes at the moment i could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full just because afraid that i can't restart. afraid that i can't afford to make both of you happy. how i wish that i could be your moonlight someday because from the start your the only two that be my sun that lighting up my world that brighten my life.
p/s: iz enjoying my short break